I really suck.

I quit the play. Unofficially. Yesterday, Ms. P (the director) got really ticked at a group of about 10-12 of us for not turning in our play contracts, so if we didn't have it, we had to go home. Guess who didn't have it and had to go home? Yeah, me. I was crying and everything. Then I told someone to tell Ms. P that I had quit. Well, I had practice today, and I couldn't get a ride home with anyone, so I had to stay. (It was a vocal practice, so no Ms. P, thank God.) So I'm torn between quitting and not, and I don't really know what to do since tech week is coming up, and if I'm gonna stay, I gotta be there. I'm so confused, yet ticked.